Posted by sleepygirl on June 6, 2006, at 19:10:20
..like my T has helped me. I just don't know if anyone would have helped me grieve like I needed to grieve....
It's a hard thing to go through I think, and it took me a long time to get there. I'm not sure anyone else really could've understood, but I don't know. I'm certainly not done, but a lot of things have been said, and I'm relieved a bit you know?I mean no one gets you completely...sometimes you have to fill in the gaps, but for the most part he's been there. What an amazing relationship to have...somedays I just think...wow, I've been lucky.
I've been lucky in some really important ways, with some really important people, but a lot of things have happened, and there's been some incredibly difficult times when I really didn't think I could make it...and there's just no denying that. Like when finding my way out of a paper bag might have been just too much to ask.
Some days are a lot better than others...somedays I feel "OK"- and that is really strange. Tomorrow might be harder, a lot harder.
I meet so many people, and they are so fascinating to me. This is one wild life, you know? ...the characters I've met, my goodness, the characters that spawned me!!
...ok then I'm done with my observations on whatever ;-)
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