Posted by muffled on June 1, 2006, at 23:11:00
My T said she cared about me.
I have been such an idiot lately and she still said that.
And maybe???????? she actually means it?
Been going weekly for well over a year, mebbe 1 1/2 year more like.
Maybe I can trust her????????????
God, it is SO hard.
Hard to trust.
Hard to conceive of anybody actually really caring.
Bizzarre.
Maybe I'm not a piece of sh*t????????
Oh, I just wish I could beleive this stuff.
Mebbe I will someday.
Or mebbbe one time I'll push my T too hard and she'll bail on me :-(
Muffled
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