Posted by madeline on May 26, 2006, at 13:57:02
In reply to **Trigger** I think I figured out what cracked me, posted by Larry Hoover on May 26, 2006, at 9:50:59
My mom was a perpetrator too. She used to take it out on me all of the "attention" the men showed me. She is also bipolar and the mania was bad for me, but not as bad as the depression when she would have me go get the gun so he could kill herself.
I know rage and I know rules and I know consequences and I know things that just make no sense. I know the cracking and the surviving and the lying and the hiding.
But we made it out Larry. We are magnificient creatures because we made it out to live and love and heal and grow.
The human spirit is indomitable, it can be wounded, horribly horribly wounded but it can not be killed.
In everything there is a gift. You are an incredibly wise person and I suspect that this wisdom may be one of the gifts given to you.
You helped me once when I was absolutely unreachable.
I think Larry Hoover is one of the gifts given to me.
Maddie.
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