Posted by B2chica on May 24, 2006, at 14:48:12
In reply to Re: For Orchid dear... » B2chica, posted by orchid on May 24, 2006, at 14:10:49
> -----Orchid
> Chuckle:-) Maybe then that is what is contributing to your good mood :-) ha ha ha. Good for you.i think so...>smile<
seriously though, she was causing me a lot of anguish, though it not her fault. i made it worse than it was. but that was one of the reasons i needed to stop. honestly (not to her fault) she reminded me in many aspects of my mother...ya, the one thing i'm trying to deal with. but when i'd hear that voice whispering my name, i'd hear the condesending and judgemental tone of my mother and when i'd get home i'd flip out. and refuse to ever talk again...you get the picture.
for my sanity i needed to stop her.
> ----Orchid
> I stopped my pain medications at mid March as well - in the hope of leaving some time off before any trying for a child. So maybe we will end up going through it together :-)Wouldn't that be WONDERFUL!
> ---Orchid
> Yes. I realized over the last week, that FWIW, my therapists did end up playing very important role in my life, and it is only good that I try to acknowledge that and not try to minimize the impact or their role. Rather i figured it is time to acknowledge it for what it really was - some amount of caring and good will and affection and some amount of account overdrawn notices at the end :-) And that seems ok now. Hopefully it will last.i'm so happy for you. it's nice to hear good outcomes from therapy. (except the overdrawn accout...but boy do i understand that!)
i hope too it will last.have a good one O.
b2c.
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