Posted by muffled on May 3, 2006, at 15:23:59
In reply to I'm scared, whats going to happen?, posted by milly on May 3, 2006, at 14:36:35
> Saw pdoc today. Told him about the reaction to the photo (see post 4/24/06 above)plus I've had another intense outburst about it all at an inappropriate moment because I was caught 'off guard' and we talked about the feelings of being out of control around this issue.
***Its REALLY hard feeling out of control I know. Your P-doc sounds like an ok guy who has got YOUR best interests at heart.
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> Talked about what I would *do* to him ranging from fairly mild to extremely catastrophic and that the perfect opportunity is fast approaching to reap revenge (5/20/06) before I had that outburst i thought I was ultimately in control of myself but now neither of us is sure.***Sounds like you still got work to do all right. I am the queen of b*llshitting everybody including myself that I'm ok, when underneath I am festering.
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> Pdoc was very sweet, didn't tell me off or make me feel any worse than I already do but he is going to break confidentiality and tell the police and authorities. He believes I pose a substantial threat to this guy and he just doesn't get it that i would be doing the world a favour. I'm scared, whats happening? he's ringing tomorrow.***Ya, you might be doing the world a favor, but at what cost to yourself and your family? Ya, I think your p-doc is watching out for YOU.
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> He does care about me and wants to keep me safe but he's going to remove my options I know he is.
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***I think you'll just be monitored. Hopefully you'll get some extra help processing this safely. Mebbe restraining order? Who knows. Just take care of yourself Milly. That guy will die and rot in hell eventually. Please take special care of Milly. Your hurt, but you can be healed. Things will get better. Sometimes things seem more backwards, but you'll move ahead too.
Keep talking to us Milly.
Your a sweetie.
Your a good person.
I like you lots.
PLEASE take extra special care of our Milly.
Muffled
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