Posted by SixSecrets on April 13, 2006, at 16:21:55
if it is appropriate to tpost how I am feeling on this board. My soul is screaming and the hurt goews thru me like waves. for the past 2 days I have done little but cry...I have nothing...nothing...The human capacity for soul pain goes somewhere beyond infinity...and I just cannot take it anymore. I have no one to lean on, or to give me comfort and nobody will miss me really. I have thrown out all kinds of stuff...I have done my best to put everything in order...I just cannot handle it anymore...I have been taking sleeping pills to knock me out so that I won't do the unmentionable...I have to get off this ride. Life is just not fair. Just not fair. I am sorry of this post upsets anyone, I didn't know where else to post this...I am old, used and very sad. So terribly sad.
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thread:632745
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