Posted by Smeegle on April 5, 2006, at 2:36:39
In reply to Re: Sad, posted by sixsecrets on April 4, 2006, at 18:43:25
Right now I am looking for the same answers. When does the pain stop? People think because you don't 'look' sick, that you just need to suck it up. They don't comprehend the difference between feeling down or being sad (transient) and being depressed or having any other type of mood disorder. My DH is sick to death of my obsessing about it so I bottle it up inside. That's not working out well. Like you, I frequently look at the pills in my drawer and wonder is today going to be the day I get more than I can handle. It seems that day is getting closer and closer. I didn't succeed the first time, but did learn from my mistakes.
I am glad to hear that you have at least one reason to hang on. My cat is often times the only thing I have to cling to. His love means a lot (even if it costs a steady flow of treats).
Smeegs
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