Posted by happyflower on March 20, 2006, at 20:10:34
He said I have changed over the past year. He said in spite of the problems I have had with the trumpet I have still stuck with it. It gives me pleasure but also brings out the bad stuff too in me. But he said I am identifing with my weakness, and challenging them, and doing something about it. I am not giving up.
He said that me doing this race is also bold. It is almost a miracle if I can physically do this, and it is SOOOO hard. But yet I am taking on the challenge, because I need to. So even though it seems like an impossible dream, I am going to try anyways.
He said most people don't do this stuff because it is hard, but I am.I told him that I have been through hell in my life, so nothing really scares me anymore. I want to challenge myself to become a better person, inside and out. Someday I want to do something good for others, once I heal myself completely . I don't know, I feel strong lately. I want to make a difference in the world.
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thread:622614
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