Posted by muffled on March 18, 2006, at 15:32:57
This is out of my journal from this week, I SI:
I hate it. I hate it when I am not me. When I am being a way that is not good. But I can’t stop it. Cuz I think I’m there and involved at the time. But later, I look back. It wasn’t me. Where do I go? I can remember. But its like its not about me, like I’m remembering about someone else. No emotions involved. Just facts. Sickening facts. Who does these things? I only remember bits, little flashes of memory. Like a show I seen on T.V., but less detail, cuz I can’t see the face of the person involved. So I dunno if there’s emotions or not. Just the basic situation. Why, why does this person do these things? How can I stop her? I tried calling that crisis line, but I couldn’t make the person understand. What could she say anyway?
Least I not dead. That’s good. Least I not seriously injured. That’s good.So how do I stop this??????????????????
Anybody know??????????????????/Muffled
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