Posted by LadyBug on March 13, 2006, at 12:15:21
I have read "In Session" a million times, I have it by my night stand. I bought it when it first came out. I've always had such a strong attachment to my T. Sometimes it drives me nuts, and sometimes I'm ok with it. Whenever she leaves town for any amount of time, I feel like I'm being abandoned by her and my attachment fear kick into high gear. This last Thurs. - Sunday she was gone out of town. She called me from the airport before she boarded her plane, and left me 2 voice mails. I called her back so I could tell her what I was feeling. It was that my 14 year old daughter and I had gotten into a HUGE fight. I took 2 Klonipin's to make sure I went to sleep and didn't have to feel the pain of what was said to me. It hurt me to the core!!! Anyway, I panicked because I was tipping over. She was leaving me and wouldn't be available. What could she possible do for me? She can't come to my house and fix me or my daughter.
She's back in town, I know it cuz her voice mail is set back to her "normal" message. I want to call her to tell her I missed her, but I'm trying not too. I don't see her till Thurs. night. I want to understand my attachment better, so if anyone of you knows of any good websites, or books about attachment please let me know. I appreciate you all so much for all that I learn from you. Daisy, you led me to a great website a few months ago about different kinds of attachment. I did't bookmark it so I can't remember it.
I'm kinda the silent type, I read but I don't post very often, probably because I think what I say is dumb.
You guys are awesome, thanks for being here for me.
LadyBug
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