Posted by muffled on February 20, 2006, at 15:16:39
In reply to Re: Muffy where are you?, posted by B2chica on February 20, 2006, at 14:34:11
Yeah, I'm ok. Just kindof in my sphere. I kinda wasn't in so much today. I dunno why I keep going into my sphere. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I don't like to think about being a kid, why I sometimes find it really hard to be with my irl kids. I see a p-doc to get labelled next Monday. T tomorrow, GP tomorrow. I wish I could just realax and be normal, and trust people and not get so afraid when they get too close. I wish I could remember being a kid. I wish I could cry. I wish I could truly be me in front of my T, I wish I even knew who I am.
Sigh.
So thanks for caring guys. I do peek in now and again.
Glad things aren't too bad for you guys Happy and B2.
I'm ok. Just goto stay in reality somehow....
Sorry I such a downer. I'll be back. I'm not hurting myself so thats good.
Muffled
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