Posted by madeline on February 14, 2006, at 5:12:48
In reply to Really Really Really anxious about T appt tomorrow, posted by madeline on February 12, 2006, at 19:37:48
It always amazes me how my therapist reacts to things. I guess I just expect him to run out of the room screaming or something (like I feel like doing) whenever I bring up something about sex. But he never does.
He just simply confirmed that I did not feel in any way cohersed into talking about this, and I told him I did not. And that talking about it was the only way to get through my overwhelmingly negative feelings about having sex.
I think we were both pretty uncomfortable, but we got through it. In fact, he even said he was happy to go through this with me.
I'm very proud of myself for actually talking about this with him, it only took six YEARS to build up enough trust to do it. But better late than never I guess. I do feel closer to him.
Maybe I can be normal after all.
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