Posted by crushedout on February 2, 2006, at 19:01:08
It happened again where my emotional forcefield went up as soon as I got there, but today it proved weak and collapsed a couple of times, and I was able to really feel the pain. I just wanted to feel it with her, even though all that involved was me sobbing into my hands, unable to talk because I was crying too hard.She said this might be a later stage of mourning the relationship with my old T that I lost, but I think I'm mourning the one I never had.
Can you mourn something that never existed? And if so, how do you ever get over it? It feels much harder than mourning an actual relationship.
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