Posted by rubenstein on January 23, 2006, at 20:19:22
Sometimes it is so hard to be strong. I waited a day but once again took the easy way out of my problems. Why can't I stop hurting myself. To what end??
Why is music so hard. It is never right.
My life will be a constant race for an unattainable goal.
And yet I can't leave it.
For it calls to my soul.
Sorry for the sad post.
rachel
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