Posted by milly on January 21, 2006, at 13:57:52
This man was my 'boss' and persecuted me for about a year before I was found crying in the broom cupboard unable to move.
I was stupid and nieave and every time i would 'forgive' or just think 'he's having a bad day' and blame myself.
I don't think I recognised what he was doing until about 6 months had gone by and then he started to get serious, fictitious dicsiplinary action, un-nerving mind games, removing any authority I had, over-riding my decisions plus loads more.
Finally, I think I was ill by now but I didn't know it, I thought I was on a mission from God to expose him and restore humanity to the whole of the universe etc etc, did some very rash stuff and was rather paranoid by now!! (not helped by him employing my collegue to report back on my every move)Then I 'crashed' became extremely suicidal and unable to work. That was May 05 and it has taken this long toget back on site. I am no longer employed there but it was the school where my oldest 3 girls go and Thursday was a parents consultation and it was the first time I had felt able to go to anything.I have been on site in the car with hubby but threw up!! and then 2 weeks ago I had to pick up the girls as hubby not available and we had a rather stressful time as I was really fighting the urge to run him over!
However it appears his hatred of me stems from a couple of things but one may well be some damaging information I became aware of about him, but now I'm getting better and able to think a little straighter I have put it in the hands of social services and the police, so his intimidation hasn't worked anyway!!
Milly
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