Posted by B2chica on January 17, 2006, at 12:21:29
...before my T leaves. i have so much anxiety. i really feel that our souls connected. we have so much in common. he would be someone i would love to have as a friend, better yet, work along side of.
i know i'll probably never see him again and it aches to think of that. so for now, all i can think of is i see him tomorrow.
i've agreed to see a colleague of his (female) so it will be interesting.
the thing is, i don't want her to know my history. if she knows...i feel like everyone there will know. i even told T not to share childhood stuff with her. i don't trust her yet.
don't even know if i will.
right now i feel like when i go to her (our first session together) i will put on my headphones and not even talk to her. i feel like my inner child is having a tantrum.thanks for listening.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:599959
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