Posted by daisym on January 14, 2006, at 17:02:27
In reply to Re: Feeling better » daisym, posted by littleone on January 13, 2006, at 19:04:31
Sometimes I think I get less needy when I decide that I don't want to live in pain anymore so I'm eiher going to end therapy or my life. Sorry to be so blunt. But once I get to that place, I start organizing, catching up, getting things ready. At one point last summer I was so ready I even created figured out what I owed my therapist that he hadn't invoiced for and mailed it off to him. He was on the list of things/people to take care of. When he received it, he was really upset even though by then we'd talked about how close to the edge I'd come.
So I know that when I begin to do all these things, I'm not doing well, even if it looks like I'm pulling up and out. It is like having to be ready all the time. Does that make sense?
And, btw, cinnamon rolls last around here about 2 minutes. Even when the older boys aren't home, the youngest one has quite a posse and I think cinnamon is like a homing beacon. But I love that they feel free enough to hang around the kitchen with me.
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