Posted by jammerlich on December 21, 2005, at 17:20:13
In reply to Sigh, posted by Voce on December 21, 2005, at 16:26:18
(((((Voce)))))
I wish I had some words of comfort for you, but I don't know what to say. I'm right in the trenches with you and so often I wonder if it will EVER get better. Couldn't I just wake up for ONE day and not think about ex-T?
I completely get what you said about being supremely understood. For me, it was the first time I ever felt that way and it doesn't seem fair that they can give that to us and then unilaterally rip it away. I think I wish I never knew what it felt like to be so seen because now I feel like I'm floundering around in the world, missing a major body part or something.
I'll definitely drink with you tonight. But would it be okay if I went with tequila shots? I think they'd get me to oblivion faster and with far less energy than it takes to lift a wine glass over and over again. Better yet, maybe someone could set me up with an IV?? Why not put it straight into the bloodstream? Normally I don't like needles, but in this case I think it'd be worth it.
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