Posted by B2chica on December 19, 2005, at 12:32:10
i have this image that i've had, i even remember sensations that went along with it but i ccan't remember anymore of it. i want/need to. it's about my 'mother'. i've tried to put myself in the scene again (didn't work) use what she used (didn't work). is there a way i can force more of this broken memory out?
i just feel i need all this stuff out of me now. and i don't see my T till wednesday.
:(oh, and i'm going to take some time off work, so i may not be around for the next couple weeks. i know i'll post about how i handled christmas gathering of family. i'm nervous. but my t gave me this great poem and he highlighted a section of it and he said it fits me and my situations with gatherings out of town.
Dark is yonder town,
dark are those within
you are the brown swan
going within fearlessly
their hearts beneath your hand
their tongues beneath your foot
no word will they utter to do you ill.b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:590364
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