Posted by happyflower on December 9, 2005, at 13:43:25
In reply to Re: How do you hide it?, posted by fairywings on December 9, 2005, at 13:37:25
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> > I was doing fine, until the after Thanksgiving, it is harder and harder to put on a happy face for the kids when I am totally miserable being with my DH. I just want to go outside and scream at the top of my lung, I need love, I want love, why doesn't anyone love me? I have a huge heart of love to give, why doesn't my DH want me? What did I ever do? It is getting harder and harder to hide my feelings.
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> I'm so sorry hf, ((((hugs))). You are very loveable, and deserve to be loved. Those are great things to tell your T, I"m sure he'd be great with helping you. I can feel what you're feeling by the way you put it here.
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:) Thank you for the hugs and kind thoughts, FW. My T and I talked about all of this last session since I was feeling so down and depressed. He hasn't seen me like that for months, so maybe that is why he was urging me to do something about it concerning my DH. I want be loved, some day, maybe it will come true, becasue somedays I start to loss hope, like I must not derserve it. My parents didn't love me, and now my DH doesn't, it is hard to hold on sometimes, ya know.
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