Posted by orchid on December 2, 2005, at 5:14:37
After a long time I had a T dream yesterday. (As you can possibly see I am quite bored :-) And the receptionist in the hospital is looking at me strangely as to why I am in front of the computer all the time. :-))
So the dream goes like this. I ask a father's friend for a referral for a new T. This happens to be the same friend who referred my first T.
But this time I ask for a US returned T so she would understand my issues. And he gives me a referrral and says she is great etc.And I meet her. And she looks like a cartoon character. And isn't able to understand anything I say. And then in the middle of the session she started running away. I run behind her and get hold of her, and bring her back to my house and keep talking to her. And then my mom comes bringing tea for boht of us, and when the door is open, she runs away again and this time I am not able to catch hold of her.
And then I happen to call my first T, and say it is all his fault. I tell him I am exasperated and can't seem to find help. And he says he is not working anymore. And then I tell him something like "You are talking about helping other people and doing social work etc etc. What good is to talk about all that if you can't help your own patient and you let her hurt". And I don't remember what happened after that, and I awoke.
I think the second part of the dream is pretty obvious. But I was amused at the first part about her running away and she looking like a cartoon. Also she was the ugliest person I have ever seen.
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