Posted by Tamar on December 1, 2005, at 6:44:02
In reply to Don't be a T :-) Share more !!! » Tamar, posted by orchid on December 1, 2005, at 3:38:23
> Hey Tamar (maybe I should call you T :-) )
>
> You are not sharing anythng about yourself. You just give advice and don't share too much of what really is going on with you. You are not a T here :-) I hope you remember that and get yourself to write more !!! :-)Ha ha! I wasn’t trying to be a T! I guess I find it hard to imagine that the details of my life could be interesting to anyone else! But OK, here is some of what’s going on:
I’m supposed to be working very hard at the moment. I’m working on a project that I find interesting and the deadline is the beginning of February. I’ve had plenty of time to do it, but my depression has interfered with my ability to work, and it can’t possibly be finished in time. Instead of doing what I can with it, I feel completely incompetent and I’m avoiding it. And that doesn’t help because I feel guilty about doing so little. I’m afraid to talk to my colleagues about it. I know that depression is widely misunderstood and I’m afraid my colleagues will think I’m making excuses and that really I’m lazy and generally a waste of space. And I have no confidence in my ability to do the work well… I’m afraid people will think it’s not very good.
So there you have it. Not very exciting. But that’s what’s weighing on my mind…
> Anyway, I will send you a babble mail. I have something interesting to share, but can't write it here publicly.
I will go check my email!
Thanks Orchid.Tamar
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