Posted by Tamar on November 7, 2005, at 19:18:26
In reply to I don't want to, posted by Gee on November 7, 2005, at 19:04:10
> I was suppose to have an appointment today. Only I got there and found out that she booked me in for the wrong day. Stupid computer bookings. I specifically remember talking about the next time and saying "oh I have a test that day, I can't do it at that time" so she put me to a different time. It took so much will power just to get down to the builiding, that finding out it wasn't today was a relief, but also a let down. I don't want to go next week. She seems way too superficial, and I only get 4 more times with her, so why should I pour out my soal to someone who, in the end, could really care less?
Gosh, that’s hard. Yeah, *stupid* computer bookings. I sometimes think computers should be used only for word processing (and Babble of course!).
Could her seeming to be superficial be a factor of the circumstances? If she only does very short term therapy, for example? Or do you really feel you just can’t connect with her?
I imagine, though, that she probably does care. But at the same time I can imagine it isn’t easy for you to pour out your soul to someone when you don’t have much time with her.
You must be very disappointed about not getting therapy today. I’m sorry. When do you get to see her again? I hope it’s soon. I know it can sometimes feel a bit pointless, but usually they can help, at least a little bit.
If you want to talk here about the stuff that’s happening in your life, we’re happy to listen. We’re not therapists (well, some people here are training to be therapists), but I know that many people at Babble are really good at sympathy and advice…
Tamar
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