Posted by allisonross on November 2, 2005, at 10:29:13
In reply to Re: social disorders? anyone know about? » allisonross, posted by Happyflower on November 2, 2005, at 9:20:10
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> > Are you a performer? ( I have no problem in front of an audience; I am a dancer); as my t says: I am so "out there", LOL
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> Yeah, I am trumpet player and I started playing again after 15 years of not playing.This is cool! how come you waited so long?
I have a concert next week on Wed. and the following Sunday. I am a little nervous, because it has been a long time. But normally being a little nervous, gave me an extra edge. :)
Yup, I am always nervous too, but I get the endorphin "high" when dancing (or singing, but singing was taken away from me at church); it used to take me hours to come down, afterwards; so euphoric!
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> > I consider myself an "expert" in disorders; lived with one for 31 years!! LOL;
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> Allisonross, you just crack me up! LOL I think I am living with one too! LOL
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> Why would you think that? We are ALL different, and have our own stuff, and personalities. For instance, I LOVE to dance, party and be social. My sister is more reserved, and doesnt care if she EVER dances. Just makes her different/herself.
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> Maybe you are right.you should know one thing about me; i am ALWAYS right, LOL, LOL
I guess I might be over thinking about myself. Heck, my T says he doesn't dance either! I guess we would be a good match! LOL :) But I prefere to dance between the sheets! LOL
So do I (except that ship has sailed for now); none in (ahem) 5 months, and the ahhhh, desire is on "KILL" Born that way, I was.
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> > Can you repeat it (being new; I mised it) "brownie points" Hmmm, this is a game? T*t for tat?
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> WEll I have been in therapy since this Jan. for PTSD. I had a very abusive childhoodSo did I.
and my mother is nuts
My mother is nuts too, if we compare crazy mothers, I think i will win! LOL
and I am still scared of her.
That's why i joined the army right out of high school, cause I knew if I stayed around i would end up in prison (for offing her, LOL)All the stuff is in the archives since Feb. if you want to check it out!
Will do
So my T waits to gain some of my trust (because I didn't trust anyone before therapy) before he might say something about me or what I am doing that I could take very personally if I didn't trust him.
It's weird (even tho abused as a child, and then in 31 years in marriage, not to mention (although I AM, LOL) abuse from my church, I still am trusting.
So I am just wondering if he was just helping me with stage fright or was there something more to it. Sometimes he is very sutle when he brings things up with me.
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> > > So, enough about ME, what do YOU think about ME, LOL?!
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> Hey, Ally girl, why do you care what I think? LOLCause I relate to you! Cause I like you.
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> > Okay, time to e-mail me at wacalice@aol.com, where I can tell you what I REALLY (LOL) think!
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> I will try to sent you a test email and in the subject line, I will write HEY ALLY GIRL!!. So don't delete it okay, just email me back so I know you got it okay.I will!
Then I will tell you what I think! LOL
I look forward to it, and can't understand why I never got an e-mail; i wouldn't have deleted it, if it looked like it was from this group, etc.
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> From happyflower, one insane flower!Hey, that RHYMES, and i write poetry. Mayhaps i will write a poem about YOU!
I've spent a lifetime hearing how "crazy, different, bad" I am. i consider it a compliment!
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> > Grins, Ally (sassy) Born standin' up and talkin back!
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