Posted by Poet on October 24, 2005, at 18:07:41
In reply to Such a fake **Trigger** csa, posted by antigua on October 23, 2005, at 18:46:46
Hi Antigua,
Everything you've said makes sense, except that you asked for what happened to you. As a little girl you wanted and deserved attention from your father. What he did to you is nothing you asked for, wanted or deserved.
I go over blaming myself about CSA all the time. *But if I hadn't...he wouldn't have...* I know how easy it is to find any little thing to blame myself for what happened. I have no answer, wish I did, other than my T's constant reminder that I need to forgive myself for blaming myself. Forgive yourself, just a tiny bit, I'm trying to as I write this.
Meds take time. When do you see new pdoc again? When mine was adjusting meds it was every two week, then four weeks.
Safe cyber hugs.
Poet
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