Posted by Tamar on October 23, 2005, at 12:35:57
In reply to ((((((Tamar)))))), posted by wildcard on October 22, 2005, at 1:35:27
> What you went through is hell after any form of sexual abuse. I disassociated my 1st time and I wish I could have cried. It is a lot better for you to help begin to cleanse your soul. You found the strength and did it though...You are stronger than you credit yourself for! I am always here for you and your hubby sounds very supportive. Please take care and take it day by day.
Thank you wildcard. Yeah, I think I used to dissociate on previous occasions and it seemed to make it easier to get through it. But ultimately I think dissociating can be a bit retraumatising (for me anyway). I guess I’m just going to keep shamelessly bawling. I’m still feeling a little bit wobbly but I feel as if I’m dealing with it rather than trying to run away…
Thanks again
Tamar
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