Posted by fairywings on October 22, 2005, at 14:33:27
In reply to Re: Depression isn't something that you can make » crazy teresa, posted by Sonya on October 22, 2005, at 4:06:17
Hi crazyt,
I don't know how it is for you at home, but i have trouble with chaos, noise, being overwhelming by what needs to be done even if it's not that much, and ppl just sitting around. i want to be alone and not have to deal with the stuff that goes on, or the messes ppl make when they're home. i want quiet. i feel overwhelmed sometimes just with them there, even though i love them all. i want them around, but not TOO much, i want to talk to them, but not too much, i want to know there here, but not too much. i'm conflicted a lot.
when i worked the environment was bustling and it energized me, and like you said, it was structured and easy to get engrossed it the things to do.
i hope the depression lifts so you can enjoy your family again. it's so hard to feel that way.
fw
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