Posted by Angela2 on October 21, 2005, at 18:42:55
i called my T in the middle of work because I was feeling very anxious and I wanted to run away badly. Then I took some klonopin and it seemed to make me feel better. But I've been paranoid about what people are thinking about me. I told my boss a few things about my difficulites doing certain social things on the job and I think she told my other boss and he has a big mouth so he probably told other people. I'm just paranoid that people are watching for signs of distress from me.
Also, this man came to the desk and said lightly with a smirk on his face, I know you don't like doing this but...
Apparently I had given him a hassle or didn't want to do what he wanted me to do when I first started working there. I have no memory of it though, and this guy seems like he has me all figured out or something. I just felt really bad listening to the tone of his voice. I know this is just an emotion I'm experiencing, and that I shouldn't dwell on it, so I'm gonna try not to. I hope things get better, but I fear they might get worse.*blah*
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