Posted by orchid on October 21, 2005, at 18:27:08
In reply to So I went to the doctor…, posted by Tamar on October 21, 2005, at 18:12:29
((((Tamar))))
I understand how painful it must have been for you after the violent incidence in the past.
It must have been horrible. I am glad your husband came with you and that you went to a female doctor instead of a male for the test. I think it was a very wise decision.
I understand your longing to see your ex T since he was the one who helped you with it. Do you have any way of reconnecting with him? Maybe google him? Googling might give some peace and probably will make you feel connected to him if you get to read something about him.
Or you can do what you did before - write an imaginary letter and don't post or post it here.
Hang in there and I am glad you got the courage to do it.
I think you should also perhaps continue some form of therapy - either with the same therapist or with some one else, if it is still such a huge trigger for you.
((Tamar))
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