Posted by B2chica on October 21, 2005, at 9:55:44
In reply to Defense Mechanism? trigger, posted by wildcard on October 21, 2005, at 5:22:57
every minute of every day for as long as i can remember.
my mind echos "never trust anyone". if i tell them secrets they'll tell others or use my own words to hurt me.
if i get to close i'll have to deal with their hurt along with mine, i'll have to open up, i'll have to reveal myself and am EXTREMELY uncomfortable with all that.i know these are probably irrational but that's something i need to work out in therapy.
i hope you can work yours out also. the more you love the more love you feel. and it's a wonderful feeling.
as hard as it may be, i think you should hit this head on and talk about your rape to your therapist. all the emotions you have around it, the anger, the guilt, the what if's, the weak and the strength you've found in yourself.
i wish you the best.
b2c.
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