Posted by B2chica on October 14, 2005, at 9:35:02
i'm REALLY nervous.
all this time that my T and pdoc have talked i thought my pdoc new about all i discussed in session. my 'history'. well it turns out last time we met i told him i thought the medicine was working but that i just got out of session and dissociated during and feel a little rough right then. he said 'that must have been some heavy stuff', i said ya, it was about my 'issues'. (thinking he knew). he leaned back and said, man, that's a loaded word in this field. that's when i realized he didnt know. i asked him and he said no they've never talked about that. so i told him he really needs to know but i can't say it, so to talk to my T.Well, my T needs to talk to my pdoc anyway so yesterday T said he'd try to call pdoc today and tell all. a part of me is scared that pdoc will be disgusted and want to drop me. i don't really know that he'd do that but i'm still scared.
my T noticed that i was really anxious about that so he said after he talked to pdoc he'd call me to tell me.
so i'm just waiting for the phone to ring. i hate it cuz he could call a minute from now for 8 hours from now. talk about nerve-racking.
b2c.
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thread:566786
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