Posted by orchid on October 12, 2005, at 20:31:49
I used to wish quite a while back my life would be better with more issues and challenges.
But now sometimes I wish for is I could have been a simple house wife.. stayed in some city near by my parents, got kids at 21, 22, cook, clean, stitch, teach the kids, and don't worry about anything else !!
I wish life had been that simple. Sometimes I feel I have done way too much for my age.. took on way too much of complications and aspirations. Half the life is spent worrying about visa itself.
Way too many complications.
But now it is almost like I have caught a tiger's tail (an old saying in my language). I can't leave it. Have to run the rest of the way.
I just want to go and sleep in my parents house. But I don't like it that much there also. There is always too much fear and talk of things which could go wrong all the time with my parents.
Actually I like my in laws house that way. It is much simpler and livelier there. Maybe I should just go and sleep there. And forget all about working etc.
poster:orchid
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