Posted by Tamar on October 11, 2005, at 17:08:02
In reply to I'll be gone for three days, posted by crushedout on October 11, 2005, at 12:41:34
(((((Crushed)))))
I hope your adventure helps. I will admit I’m rather worried about you because of your ‘self-medicating’. I do it too… and I know that while it can blank out some of the pain it can raise other problems…
It sounds as if things are really hard at the moment. I'm sorry. I know when I was in therapy I wanted to feel closer to my therapist and I wanted to push him away at the same time. Maybe you're experiencing a similar ambivalence? I know it hurts. A lot. And if a few days off will give you the opportunity to think about it, perhaps that’s a good thing… But I suspect you need to talk about it too. Too much thinking and no talking can hurt even more. Are you going to be alone? Will you be able to talk to friends while you’re away?
> Anyway, if you don't hear from me, that's why. I love you all! I really do.
I love you too. Please take good care of yourself.
Tamar
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