Posted by daisym on October 1, 2005, at 20:37:57
I had a dream Thursday night that I don't think I want to understand or really think about. I told my therapist about it on the phone yesterday and he wanted to talk about it and I found myself moving away from it. It seems sort of obvious but perhaps there is some painful core I couldn't look at? I'll be interested in what you guys think.
I was in the "treehouse" office and I stood up to leave. I opened the door and suddenly turned back and hugged my therapist and killed him. I don't know what the weapon was because I can't remember a gun or knife in the dream. But I knew he was dead. His next client came up the stairs and saw he was dead. So she started yelling at me, "look what you've done, you took him away from all of us, what will we do now that he isn't here?!" As she was yelling at me, I kept saying I didn't mean to, I didn't try to and I didn't know how it happened. And she turned into my mother, yelling at me that if I hadn't been so demanding this never would have happened and that she needed him and now he wasn't there for her or anyone. She called me selfish and a bunch of other things. I panicked and ran down the stairs and woke up out of breath and sweating.
So...?
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