Posted by Deneb on September 12, 2005, at 21:11:12
I'm a little frustrated...
It takes so much for me to go get help and then I always end up getting passed on to someone else.
I think I freaked the counsellor out at the student counselling centre. I keep forgetting that it is totally not normal to think about killing myself so often. I wasn't even in any real distress...any real distress was over and done with some hours before. She physically took me to see a doctor at the urgent care clinic...super embarrassing! I'm guessing she needed to cover her butt just in case I was the real deal or something like that.
Anyways, I'm going to see this p-doc I've never seen before soon. I don't think anything is going to help me. This guy doesn't even know me and we won't see each other often or long enough to make a difference anyways. :-(
I think I may have to "fix" myself. I wish I had simple problems...then there would be lots of help for me.
Deneb
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