Posted by kerria on September 6, 2005, at 23:47:57
Does anyone know how to live with opposing parts?
my parts are so different- they see everything so differently that it's a confusing mess to live. Everything keeps changing all the time. Every couple of hours the way i see T - the way i see therapy the things that i think are important change completely and the parts work against each other.i feel that i'm a hopeless cause. i never met anyone that had this kind of problem- i literally can't do anything without messing up . Unless i go to work (if i can get there- that will be a struggle) and stay there and only am the work person- but nothing else matter except work when i'm there. i forget about my family and everything.
My parts are so separate i'm losing hope. Please help. i'm losing hope that i can ever get better. i'm in crisis because it's so hard to live. No one understands .
My T can't help me.
He's the only one that knows me and we're in very bad shape. Who i am keeps changing all the time :(
i'm panicking because i'm so afraid it won't ever get any better. i keep forgetting my life again and again and other ways of my life take over. Is it like that with anyone else?i NEED someone to comfort me- to say it will get better. Please, Someone say it will get better.
My T needs to help me- i can't get anywhere trying to help myself because i can't know the rest of my parts. when i read what i wrote earlier here today, i can't recognize or identify with it and i'm so afraid. HELP!
i can't journal, it's too upsetting to read.
i'm so afraid i'll never get better. i need someone to help me. HELP!tears,
kerria:(
poster:kerria
thread:551734
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