Posted by kerria on September 2, 2005, at 10:36:45
In reply to Re: Missed therapy AGAIN this week:(, posted by fairywings on August 31, 2005, at 13:06:10
Thank you , fairywings, for asking about it and for making me feel not so alone.
No, T didn't even remember to call me back after i called him in crisis after seeing the pain management dr.
T is so used to me being in crisis? i don't know why it's so hard for me to find any drs or therapists to care. Everything about my life is so painful. i switch to forget it and they think i'm ok now. i'm not ok. i'm so afraid because i don't remember my writing things here that i read later. Everything is so difficult . i want to go back to a person that there was here before all the disordered thinking took over my life.
i hate me this way because no one cares if i live or die- they hate me too.i wish i could find a way out. it's so sad to be unhappy with the way i am. A peron can do away with a lot of things but this is hard.
tears. i wish sombody could help me.
kerria
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