Posted by 10derHeart on August 31, 2005, at 17:43:05
In reply to I wish I were dead, posted by Dinah on August 31, 2005, at 2:36:16
Okay, these people in this dumb coffee shop (free wireless I-net) are seeing me cry, but, f___ them, they are safe and warm and dry up here in the heartland.
You're worth buckets of tears to your precious son and husband and your T. and all of US!!!!!
Dinah, like I think happyflower said, don't forget your T. is probably as freaked out or more than you are....doesn't his wife have some medical issues? That may be also making him nuts....
You've NOT lost him. He's alive and he cares about you. Try to slow down the panic just a tiny, tiny bit if you can. (I know, I know what the h*ll do I know...I'm not there..)
What can we do? Is there anythng? You are so strong....you've been through so much already in the past year, it must seem unbearable, but I believe in you. I really do.
You telling us it's hard not to hurt yourself is already better than just doing it. I hope somehow you can gain strength from us all.
I wish I could think of something else even a little brilliant to say, but that won't happen. Besides, it's time to give some more dirty looks to these folks who think I can't sniffle and tear up repeatedly in public!!
I'm praying. I have friends in Biloxi, and I can't find out a freakin' thing for sure yet. But it'll be better, it WILL be better.
Hug that boy, hard and often! (((Dinah)))
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