Posted by Dinah on August 31, 2005, at 10:20:49
In reply to I wish I were dead, posted by Dinah on August 31, 2005, at 2:36:16
I'm in email contact with him, limited of course. But I've offered to commute the four hours to where he is, if he can find a way to see clients. And I've also told him that if he relocates within six or so hours, I'd like to continue commuting as well. I haven't heard back.
It's more than possible that we've lost most of our personal property. Even a low level of water left for the month or two until we can come home will pretty much wipe out our belongings. I had converted some of my photos to disc, forgot my home videos, and hauled as many of my son's photos as I can. I'm sick about my home videos. From what I can discover, our area is most likely to have received between inches and feet inside, but not up to the roof or anything. There is a very small possibility that we got no water in the house. That would be best case.
I'm worried about money, of course. And if I don't get a certain number of hours in by hte end of the year, I'll lose my medical coverage.
I can't reach my employers. Not yet anyway.
I have no source of income for at least a month. Maybe longer.
But all of that I can handle. I can't handle losing my therapist. Not now, and not ever. He didn't say he wasn't planning to move back to the area devastated by the storm, he said he didn't know. I guess I appreciate that he didn't lie.
No, I don't.
It's hard not to hurt myself, although in these closed quarters it won't be easy.
Don't worry if I don't post much, especially on this thread. My husband is six inches from me nearly always, and I can't let him know how I feel. Or that I gave away my location.
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