Posted by B2chica on August 24, 2005, at 19:27:48
In reply to vacation, Finally, posted by B2chica on August 18, 2005, at 12:04:26
it was great. i didn't think (stress) about work once, my hubby was happy most of the time. there were only two times i freaked out a little, once during the air show there were SO many little girls there about ages 4-9 wearing these ity bitty bikini's and all i could think about was that they were going to get molested or SA somehow. that lasted for about a half hour (i think till i got used to being around them).
the second nono was the first night we went to the lake front i waded in the water and thought seriously about walking all the way in until my head was under water and end it.but i held strong and looked at the skyline (it was night) and breathed deeply. the thought went away.
interestingly enough i noticed a change in my demeanor. i seemed fairly normal when i was there and the closer we got to home the more depressive i became.
everywhere in chicago we went we walked and today i barely got out of bed.
i see T tomorrow thank goodness.anyway. overall i give the vaca and me a B+
b2c.
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