Posted by alexandra_k on August 20, 2005, at 22:51:25
In reply to Re: I have to tell her, posted by alexandra_k on August 17, 2005, at 21:36:07
okay... so... tomorrow morning :-(
i never ever get this... but i don't want to go.
i didn't do as she asked
and all i managed to do this week... is wind myself up
into a bit of a state
and now i have a really pressing deadline
managed to sleep 14 hours yesterday.. crashed round 6 and didn't get up till 8
and now... i feel so tired.i might just have to ask to keep it light this week.
i so hate it that i do this
its either too light or too heavy
i just can't seem to...
and i think its really bad that i dont feel attached to her
:-(
i don't know why
she is so kind and thoughtful
and a terrific listener
and so very non judgemental
and she really is great
and i don't know what my problem is.it can't always be like this :-(
i really don't want to tell her about not feeling attached to her :-(
i thought i would over time.
but now its been...
sh*t...
its been over a year now
ive been seeing her for over a year.
no.
that can't be right.
it can't be.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:542568
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