Posted by cricket on August 19, 2005, at 8:38:11
In reply to Re: Terrible Session, posted by jadah on August 18, 2005, at 19:46:39
Hi Jadah,
I am certainly conflicted. Am I ready to leave him?
It's a good question -
First I guess I need to figure out if it's best for me to leave and that's so hard to figure out because I have such a low sense of entitlement to anything at all.
So...
Am I staying with him even though he may not be the best therapist for me because I take whatever little I can get and it's good that I feel bad about myself because I really am worthless?Or...
Am I considering leaving because he could be good for me and I know that I am not really entitled to anything very good?So what to do?
Detach myself and observe him carefully and try to figure out if he's good or not so good.
Of course, I think he hates that. I'm the one supposed to be on display, not him.
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