Posted by jadah on August 15, 2005, at 17:59:35
In reply to Re: *sad* (long) » jadah, posted by orchid on August 15, 2005, at 13:42:42
thanks for your prayers and support. My bf and I are talking and decided to just slow things down. Whatever, I have bigger fish to fry. I Do believe in God. What gets in the way of my relationship with Him is when I dont understand why things are happening in my life. There is a reason for everything, I know- I think. Two years ago I struggled with this after losing a close friend to a long drawn out battle with cancer. I try not to feel sorry for myself, some days it is easy to stay on the pity pot. I pray all the time, it usually helps. When it doesnt I know it is b/c I have strayed or lost faith. I always tell myself that God is bigger than cancer. With him I can move mountains all I need is a tiny mustard seed of faith. Im afraid to die but I know I will go to heavan... in the kingdom with my Father. My life here on earth is nothing compared to the everlasting life and overwhelming joy I will experience in heavan. I have to admit though that I am a slacker when it comes to going to church. Will work on it! Thanks again for all of your suggestions and support. One day at a time, right. Today, so far, is livable. Oh, I also learned that laughter is great medicine!
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