Posted by Shortelise on August 12, 2005, at 10:43:48
In reply to Re: therapy today, posted by madeline on August 11, 2005, at 17:49:34
Madeline, this sadness is so tangled with anxiety. I just don't get it. And I'm supposed to by now, he expects me to figure it out on my own. So as much as I want to call him and ask for help, I feel I shouldn't, I feel I have to tough it out, see what comes to me.
I no longer feel as much that there is something wrong with anyone who cares about me. I motsly just feel that it won't last, that some betrayal will come to pass, that some hidden colour will come to the fore.
Thanks for the good wishes. I am so anxious I can hardly stand it.
ShortE
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