Posted by B2chica on July 18, 2005, at 9:16:04
In reply to Re: read this first please. » B2chica, posted by ghost on July 15, 2005, at 17:40:34
muffled, thank you for sharing the other 'options' for V. this makes me feel a bit better. i remember she rubbed it harshly all over my genitals and on my rear, almost or maybe going in.
i guess i was wondering if i looked sore (from the other abuse) and that's why she always did it. she did it every time she bathed me. she would clean me, rub me SO hard i was always sore(down there), now i figured maybe that's why she'd do it. but to me that was just part of 'getting clean' growing up.(((((((Ghost)))))))
thanks for posting. ashamed is the word of the day here. i feel ashamed and humiliated.
and xanax--ya, just like m&m's. too anxious, instead of cutting, instead of talking, and Certainly to get numb! my T said if i don't stop he'll need to put me in a sub. abuse program. i REALLY don't want that so i'm stopping.thanks for posting.
(swarming with humiliation) b2c.
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