Posted by kerria on July 12, 2005, at 10:41:54
In reply to Re: i'm so separated:( everything's a terrible mess » kerria, posted by Shortelise on July 11, 2005, at 12:07:43
Thank you Gardenergirl, Daisym, Cricket and Shortelise.
Today i have appt with T. It's so hard to have worlds collide like that. i want to keep everything separate but it doesn't work out that way. The separateness is upsetting but i need it. Like everything else it seems like- i want what is bad for me but i can't help it. Then i'll be angry with T for trying to help bridge the separateness. It's so hard to think about how to do that - i just switch and forget about it.i'm sorry. it feels like i don't deserve help or sympathy because i keep living like this- it's too hard to change.
Thank you so much for being there.
kerria
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