Posted by messadivoce on July 12, 2005, at 0:05:14
I'm sinking again. I can feel it coming on. It's just getting dark. How long will it last this time?
I have no immediate reason to feel like this. But I can't get a foothold.
My ex T would be so disappointed in me. I've reverted. He spent all that time with me and now it's like it never happened.
And he's not here now. He'll never be here again.
I need to go back to therapy. I have to. And yet when I think about it my heart and kidneys and liver and whatever else is down there just sinks.
I'm reaching.
There's nothing there.
poster:messadivoce
thread:526537
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