Posted by alexandra_k on July 11, 2005, at 23:41:41
In reply to Re: I wish I was three, posted by alexandra_k on July 11, 2005, at 23:37:53
I thought my Dad was just god.
I did.
:-(
:-(
:-(
It was only when I got older that I realised that he never really even looked at me.
I think...
He was a little afraid of me.
But thats my Dad.
Afraid of the world.
And self-absorbed.
I guess its not his fault he never knew how to be a Dad
That he ran far away from my Mother as soon as he could
(I would have done the same if it was a viable option)
I was 14 when I realised my ideal was far far from the truth.
But if I think back really very hard...
I think sometimes I remember something of that feeling
Of believing in a God
Who I just loved.
Someone who could do no wrong.
I wish I could have stayed there forever.
:-(
Life sux sometimes
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