Posted by daisym on June 27, 2005, at 2:01:31
In reply to Daisy, how is it going? This is your check incall, posted by happyflower on June 26, 2005, at 23:46:45
Tonight is a hard night. :( The week looms large, there is a HUGE stressor tomorrow. I wish I could freeze time. I think I'm ready, but it is still scary. I find myself wondering yet again what happened to my resilency. I used to be at my best under pressure. Now all I want is to escape it. It is at these times that I begin to think the struggle just isn't worth it anymore. I simply can't...can't or don't want to, I'm not sure which. *sigh* It is dark down here.
Sorry. But, thanks for checking. I shouldn't post this late.
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