Posted by 10derHeart on June 19, 2005, at 19:03:33
In reply to Hey 10derHeart!, posted by happyflower on June 18, 2005, at 13:17:40
You're so nice to ask!
I'm pretty stable right now. Weird, 'cause I am going out of town for five days, meaning there will be 12 days between sessions. Yuk. Don't like that..BUT my T. loves email, and is really good at answering emails. So...it helps to know that.
I want to post more specifics about sessions, but I've have SEVERE therapy amnesia...you know where you just forget what the heck you talked about almost within hours (maybe even minutes!) of leaving? Do you ever get that? I seem to all the time now. I HATE it. What I have to do is go into my car and write down all the important stuff the second I leave the session. But I haven't been doing it.
Anyway..I think I've been frustrated for a month or so because everything comes back to trust and the therapy relationship. In the meantime, current life issues, and even some more stuff I think he needs to know about my past, haven't been touched since back in about April! I KNOW how important the things are between he and I (him and me? arghh--can't do grammer any more..) but it seems to take up too much time. Like I said once in a post - I think I need 6 hour sessions. Maybe an all day-er with breaks! lol - can you imagine that? Bet I could take it, but my T...don't know...might freak him out...
Mostly right now, I'm, trying to stay really positive, Babble a lot, and laugh and be silly on Social, etc., -a lot. This really helps me with NOT ruminating or hating myself...hard to do those when you're ROTFLYAO!!!!
poster:10derHeart
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